Dry & Dead?

It amuses me how beautiful nature is even when it's supposedly dead. I love the colours, tones, textures and general look of it. Although, I have no idea what the ant is up to, why would he want to be on a dead plant? Or dehydrated plant, for that matter? Maybe stuff I dont know yet.

Later, people!

Warmth In Winter

Between The Good & Bad Of It All

All of these images are pretty old.. Say a couple of months. And I feel as if I've grown through them, but still there's some odd emotional attachment to the phase I was going through. As if, if that time had not happened, or I had not been through it, Id be a different person right now.

That"s exactly how I feel about everything else. Every moment, every word, every emotion, highs and lows, things that dawned upon me (at a certain time, which may or may not be calculated), every person, every expression and of course whatever I'm feeling at that moment and how I react to that. Also, many thoughts I have gotten, that later when I reflect on, I feel that if I had not gone through a certain something in the past, I would not be able to divert my mind to such a possibility. 

Everything is so connected and precise, that sometimes I feel very intimidated by all that's around me, and of which - also - I am unaware of. Now coming to the main point: what keeps me/it going still?

Any sort of connection with God. 

Whenever I've felt lost or confused, or anything of the sort for that matter, I just give it all up to the Creator of all things living. Who knows better than him, what's good or bad for us? 

Not saying that everyone should just give up trying and leave everything up to God to fix and resolve (even when you know you're the one that messed up) and then after blame God for not being there for you.. How does that even make sense, anyway? Its very unfair, rather. 

But, nonetheless, I have always felt that I don't spend enough time to become a better human being worthy of God's attention and interest. Period. 

Peace! xoxo

Orange

What Spring Brings

Hello, people!

So, here's my first post that somewhat looks professional (thanks to the watermarks). I tweaked these images slightly, just to breathe some life into them.

I have recently been going through a different phase in my life where I'm so busy and preoccupied that I am skipping any unnecessary activity.. I guess this is how people turn into work-a-holics!

It feels nice, of course, when you spend your day productively. It also clears up your view on things immensly. There are so many - psychological - things that I understand now that I've detached myself from them emotionally. I guess, when your mind is so full of new things that you had never thought of before, you slowly want to get rid of all the emotional and mental baggage that you brought on from your previous self.

As you may be able to tell, I'm a MAJOR believer in humans changing (even in the course of an evening) and that everyone deserves many, unprejudiced, chances. Time, experiences, thinking patterns, the sense of right and wrong, and all the like will activate from time to time, which will also enable people to change and become better or worse (only time can tell).

Albeit, people, things and situations will change eventually, one doesnt want to just wait around while precious time is being wasted.. At that point in our lives, where we decide to go our own individual ways while the world accomodates us, we change a huge deal about ourselves. Its not exactly a selfish thing, no one's saying that you become inconsiderate towards others, just that you start thinking about what's within, rather than what's without.

Im going through that period.

Peace! xoxo